There is a newness inside of me today, this day.
There is a newness in this day.
I recall a yoga teacher of mine that leads with such enthusiasm for life that it is forever engrained in my mind. They spoke about witnessing LIFE, each moment with a newness, accepting it for what it really is. I have never met this day before, although much of it looks familiar. I have never seen this blade of grass before, although I have walked in many fields. Why not give credit and awe to all of the beauty that surrounds us that is brand new to us each and every moment?
Today I feel this in my bones, deep down.
Each tree is its own tree, a brand new tree that I have never seen before.
Each breeze is a new breeze, that has never been felt before.
All the while there are moments that feel familiar, but I wonder if that is only the heart telling me, I am right where I am supposed to be? The heart providing me a moment of comfort to help me settle in deeper than the moment before; preparing me in some way to embrace each moment with this continuous newness. I wonder….
Today there is much more going on inside for me than outside amongst this beauty. There is fluttering anticipation….humming bird heartbeats almost. I can feel my feet on the ground and breath in my chest in every moment. I feel really held in this space, this place I call HOME. There are many memories of transformation, growth and struggle within these walls. I return again and again to this place, seeking to peel back more layers. I am not the same person that I was when I started this journey. I am not the same person now, as when I woke up this morning.
I recall struggling to find structure.
Now I am seeking space and flexibility.
I was a seeker of security and dependability.
Now I seek security in my heart, mind and body…to choose to spend my LIFE doing what I LOVE.
It has been quite the ride….
enjoy this day